Whats Real?

my eyes close..my eyes open tears fall down my cheeks..
the sound of their laughter kills..it make yu feel like yu jus 
choke on a big pill..

people you trust can jus turn on you so quick..
all the heartaches & headaches..they put you
through..its not worth all the tears..

while the tears roll down yur face..
they hit yur shirt and the floor..
yu jus wipe them off and then move on..

but thats not the case anymore..
but the first thing that comes to yur mind is..
why am i single? why cant i be loved too?
why doesnt anyone wanna wife me?

&& i think maybe im lookin in the wrong places..
maybe there's been sum1 there along..
i jus cant see him..cuz im blind...

maybe that person can help me see again..

&& hmm. is that real enough for ya?