The Realer; The Better;

The Realer; The Better;
My Past Isn't Perfect; My Present Isn't Great; But My Furture Is Beautiful && Glamorous

9.07.2010

Rememberance;

1.) dancin all her troubles away; 
stepin on pieces of her heart;
the faster i dance the quicker the heart beats & maybe it will be put back together; 
or maybe he'll come & pick up her heart while she's spinnin and catch her and kiss me and tell her he loves her;
sing that song that tells her kno he loves her;
then he listens to her sing..that song that makes his heart skip beat& damn bby your all mine;
then say would you do anything for me bby;
then say yea of course i love you silly;
show me; 
she cuts her hair for him; 
shes honest with him; she does anythin to make him happy; 
but still not good enough; 
she trys harder a lil changes; 
they love each other but not together; 
he not ready because he not over somethin so she waits;
he tells her he would never hurt her;
but he is but he doesnt knows it; 
his choices are interesting;
she still loves him deeply;
she jus wants to be his angel;
his shawty; 
his baby;
his love;
his everything; 
but at this point who knows where this will go;
only he knows..she trys to understand it;
but doesnt; 
feels like shyt wont change at times;
wants to take back the summer jus to be with him;
but cant;
he doesnt understand theres a special girl out there for him;
she would do anythin for him;
she actually loves him;
she put down her wall jus for him;
jus so he could have her heart without breakin it;
she trusts him all the way; 
shes jus waitin for him to trust her;
and not care about wat people think about them bein together;
or wishes he would move on and jus forget about wat happened 4 months ago;
because shes tryin too;
jus to be with him;
she understands its hard but at the same time they could work together on this;
cuz shes not goin anywhere; 
shes here to stay;
through no matta wat;