The Realer; The Better;

The Realer; The Better;
My Past Isn't Perfect; My Present Isn't Great; But My Furture Is Beautiful && Glamorous

9.07.2010

Life;

Behind closed doors..all alone..with no one but yourself..

The arrow hit me deep
so deep i started to bleed..
the blood flowed faster..
&& faster..

Then somethin comes towards
me it was dark && ugly..
it started tellin me what i 
need to do to live life happi 
again..so i do it..

But it lied to me so it could
get my heart && soul..& 
turned me into a unemotional
girl again...

Then i woke thinkin it was
was a dream..so i into the bathroom
and look into the mirror and what i
saw..was not me..it was somethin
but it wasnt me..

Im thinkin to myself that dream 
was so weird..so i just go back 
into my room and i touch my chest..
to feel my heartbeat..but i didnt feel it..

Then from that day on my heart
was controlled by the darkness 
for good..

i lost everythin that was special to me..
-Krys-