Dreamin'

Thinking && Wondering Why People Go So Hard
Why People Have Emotions
Why People Kill
Why People Have To Lie
The Question Is Always Why.

Ive Been Sitting Here Thinking About
Why The World Is The Way It Is.
Why People Die
Why People Love
Why People Cry.
Why People Come Into Yur Life.
Why People Do The Things They Do For Others.
Why People Are Positive or Some Are Negative.
I Thought Of It All; 
While Im Jus Layin On My Bed..Playin Slow Jams..
Thinking I Mite Cry..But I Dnt; Im Chill
I Ignore My Texts; 
I Ignore My Calls; 
Den This One Song Comes On So Strong.
So Strong I Could Feel His Emotions..Everytime He Spoke.
He Missed His Girl; He Was Trying To Get Her Back; Den He Stops Singing
&& Says Baby Dnt Go; 
Ive Done Things In My Past; 
Your The Reason Why I Smile; I Breathe; Your My Everything; Ill Be True To Yu;
Im Laying Here Thinkin..Only In Songs..Will A REAL Man Say That Too You..Without Lying;

Then I Sit Up && Read Of My Texts From Someone & It Says;
"Tina. I Dnt Want You To Leave My Life; I Want You Here Right Next To Me; You Cant Leave Because.."
&& I Jus Call Em; He Answers && I Say "Yu Dnt Have To Finish Yur Texts Bae; I Already Knew; Yur Actions Speak Louder Then Those Words Ever Will". He Laughed & Said "Thats Why Your Here Instead Of The Rest".I Tell Em I Gotta Call Em Back. Im Jus Thinkin This Is A Dream; But It Dnt Feel Like It.

Then I Jus Lay Down Again; && Think..Damn
I Dont Want Him To Be That Guy; Thats Hurts Me; Makes Me Mad;
But Den Im Like Man..Yu Only Live Once; Hes A Sweet. Nice. Sexy. Guy; He Keeps It 100 With Me;

Den Everything In The Room Starts To Fall Apart; My Pictures Fall Down; My Bed Breaks; I Run Out My Room; i Realized My House Is Gonna Collapse; Damn;..Shit Is Jus Falling Apart..Like I Thought My Life Was;...Everything Falls On Mee..Extra Weight!; I Start To Think Of Everything I Ever Did In My Life; I Dnt Wanna Lose No One; Memories Jus Kept Poppin Up; I Jus Break Down;..

Den I Wake Up..I Jumped Up..My Heart Starts To Race; Im Breathing Hard; Then I Feel Sum1 Rubin My Back Askin Me If Im Okay; I Turn Around && Its *Him* && Im Like Yeah Im Good; He Kisses Me && Say Come Lay Back Down; I Lay On His Chest; I Jus Lay There..Thinking..I Could Never Leave Him; && I Never Wanna Leave Em; Im Here To Stay; Whatever He Needs; He'll Get It; He Deserves The Best; I Already Got The Best; && My B.I.E.H Is Layin Right Next To Me; Holdin Me Close;

Some Say Everything I Jus Wrote Or Described Is Overrated; Its Not If Its True; Why Hide Yur True Feelings?
No Need To;Jus Follow Your Heart; && Do Watchu Gotta Do&& Stop Dreamin;
Your Down To Your Last Second;
:) ♥ 


-A Tina Bina Original-