The Realer; The Better;

The Realer; The Better;
My Past Isn't Perfect; My Present Isn't Great; But My Furture Is Beautiful && Glamorous

9.07.2010

Chill;

Chill man is the word someone used to tell me..
Make Me A Sandwitch was something that always made me laugh..
Insiders were something that made me feel special for some reason...
These three thing made me laugh all the time..

Here's a lil sumthin for ya:
1.)something i forgot or something i forget
i dont know which way to pick..
i wish i had my best friend to help
but he doesnt have my back anymore
he always to busy for me..givin me
that "ill check ya later or oh ill hit you back"
like i really wanna here it..but at the same..i feel
like im losin him..to some girl..that was we all were
cool with..nd shit..but at another time i feel
like he is givin me the cold shouldler..everytime i call or text..

2.)cuz like if i really had something to tell you..like my aunt almost
cut me with a knife and threw shit at me and oh yea called me slut..
you would never know cuz you would be too busy to ever hear wat i had
to say in like 5-10 mins of your..life you could called her back..gosh..
but now it's too late..ive already lost you..to her..so maybe when your ready to be my realfriend..you talk to me..

3.) hmmm&&

Chill.
somethin i forgot
was the way you treated me..
the way you left me in the rain
all alone..with nothin but a 
broken heart and broken dreams..

somethin i remember
was the way you loved me
the way just come out of no
where and say "i love you"
and the way you say im your world..

somethin ill never forget
the way you dumped me 
the way you lied to me just 
to get wat you reallywanted..
the way you said..i dont need you in 
my life anymore..cuz your not good enough

somethin i forgot or somethin i forget
i dont kno which one to pick...

-this is not about anymone..just writin-

-Krys-