AVANT; SEPARATED; IS THE SONG OF THE DAY && THE REST OF THE WEEK; <FUK YU;GET($$$]>

CONFESSION 101; i made a mistake....my anger takes the best of me; the ones i care for the most i push away do to insecurity; i never can get a gud dude; smh

Forget the rest; You Were NEVER THE BEST. YOUR JUST LIKE THE LAST. YOU PLAYED WITH MY HEART UNTIL YOU FELT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO GIVE UP. THANKS. SMH. -TINA-

WHEN SECRETS ARE CONFESSED AND OUT IN THE OPEN; YU FEEL SOME TYPE OF CLOSER; A PATH OF SUCCESS IS NOW OPENED; NOW ITS TIME FOR LOVE TO TAKE ITS COURSE; -TINA-

The Song Of The Day; MaryMary- God In Me;;;

I believe that good things happen to those who wait. Well I've been waitin for something to happen&i see nothin. But i feel everythin. I jus wanna be with him.

The week begins and ends with a smile; lil miss sunshine set her date for success; my day will come && i will shine to the heavens;

Smh. I dont know what to do because when you have feelings for someone you tend to do crazy things. Im too lonely and annoyed. I dont think i can do this. Ugh.

Today was a typical day; i hurt my foot twice; my sandal was full of blood yuck!!; not fun; now its time to relax; im done but till tomorrow; -Tina-xoxo

The first day of school; it was interesting; my classes were all in order; early release; &im widd sum of my friends in class; today was fun :) Tina-xoxo

Raindrops;

Dancing In The Rain;

Playing In The Puddles; 

Throwing Pebbles In The Water;

The Rain Hits My Face && I Start Think Of Him;

All I Want Is A Kiss;

Like In The Movies..When The Camera Spins 360*;

&& The Background Is All Slow; 

I Wanna Kiss Like That..

&& After Its All Done I Look Into His Eyes && Smile :)

Sighhh :)

-KrystinaRashea-

Never Ending;

Your Kisses Are As Soft As They Wanna Be;

Your Hugs Are As Warm As They Wanna Be;

You Touch Is As Smooth As It Wants To Be;

The Way I Feel Is Indescribable;

The Way I Miss You Is Unbreakable;

The Way You Look Into My Eyes And Call Me Beautiful Is Unbelievable;

 The Way You Act Towards Me Is Unreal; 

Baby I Must Be Dreaming Because..This Cant Be Real;

But It Is :)

You've Opened The Door To Happiness Once Again..

This Is A New Beginning Baby;

Never Ending;

<3..

Random Thoughts

Trust;
What Is That?
...
Its Something You && Another Person Work On Gaining;
But When Wont Work On It Then Whats The Point Anymore?
.. Uhm; I Dont Know;


I Wanna Trust Again; I Wanna Believe Us;
Which I Do But Still; I Feel Alone Without You Here With Me;
Ill Be Strong For You; I Promise;
BUT
You Have Too Trust Me:)
Well At Least Try..

A Beautiful Dream;;

As I Sit Here Wonderinq If Im Dreamin Or Not; I Start

To DayDream About Somethinq; Not Sure Who He && She May be; All I Kno Is

Drama Or Trouble Doesn't Seem To Follow;

Times Have Changed; 

Feelinqs Were Put On The List;

But Trust Was Never Broken;

It Was Re-Opened To Where Two People Could Feel Comfortable With One Other;

With Out Puttinq Pleasure Upon Other; 

In This Dream; He Learns To Trust && Adore This Person;

He Respects Her To Where She Not Afraid To Express Herself About Or Towards Him;

She Really Cares Enough To Where She Can Relate To Him && Jus Sit There Think About Em All Day;

All She Wants Is Him; All She Thinks About Is Him; All Ahe Can Think About Is Sayinq Good Bye; Which Is Bad;

"Why Does He Have To Leave?" "When Will He Come Back?" "Is This Feelinq He Got Foreal?"

Answers; School && Yes;;;

She Start To Listen To Him Well He Explains Himself; All She Wants Is To Be Held && Have His Soft Kisses;

&& Hear Em Call Her Beautfiul ♥ 

He Completes Her; She Wants To Make Him Her World But Its All Up To Him;

Every Song She Listens To Jus Reminds Her Of Him; Good Or Bad; Dont Matta; 

He's Stuck In Her Head; She Dont Mind; :)

Its Jus Gonna Be Hard With All The DISTANCE;

She Make It Work :);

Whuts Really Perfect About Him Is That He's;

Funny;

Smart;

Sweet;

Perfect Personality; 

Does Anything To Make Me Smile;

Respetful;

Carries Himself Well;

Sexy;

Great Kisses;

Cute Smile;

Never Makes Me Mad;

Never Negative Always Positive; <3

He Makes Her Dream Beautiful; She

Never Wants To Wake Up;

Jus Her && Him Is All She Needs <3

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He's Somethinq Special;

The Only Thinq That Scares Her Is Him Leavinq; 

But He's Cominq Back;

Feelinqs So Strong; Nothin Could Separate Us;   

Im Not Worry About Anyone Else But You;

Your My Baby; My Boo; My Future; My Soon To Be Heart;;

I Would Give The World To You If I Could; All I Can Give You

Is My All && My Heart; Hopinq You Wont Break It;;

Im Yours && Your Mine :)

Aaliyah- One In A Million

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKbWF1jwMhE&p=C0AD71FF6E6D98B6&playnext=1&index=8

Wants && Needs; lls

I Wanna Sexy Ass Chocolate Dude; 
Whos Cute; 
Who Can KEEP IT 100 Widd Me;; 
&& Wants To Wifee Me Upp! :);;

Im Not Lookin For Type Of Person Who Wants To Play Games;;
Im ON My Grown Woman Status;;
&& I Wanna DudeOn His Grown MAN Shytt;;

I Need Time To Heal..But I Wouldnt Mind Havin That ONE Person..By My Side..To Help Me Heal;;
I Need Someone to Be There For Me;; When Im There For Dem;;
Maybe Im Lookin In The Wrong Placess;; Smfh
Someone Guide Mee! 

Shyt Relationship Arent Always About Sex;;(Its Jus A Bonus]
It Shouldnt Be;;
Theres Caring
Love;
Happiness;
Etc;;
In Relationships.. Arguing May Occur But Yu Should Never Let It Get Too Farr;; Jus Say Fuck The Bullshit && Jus Make Each Other Happy; && If It Aint Meant To Be Den Fuck It!; On To The Next One;; 

You; ♥

The Things I Wish I Could Tell You;;

I Really Used To Sit Here && Think Of Wut I Want Us To Be

&& Wut We Should Be;;

Theres No Point Now..Becuz I Kno Wut We Are..

Fuck Everybody Else

You;;

Put A Smile On My Face.

You;;

Give Me Butterflies Everytime You Kiss Me.

You;;

Make Me Laugh.

You;;

Make Mistakes;;No One Is Perfect But YOUR Perfect For ME.

You;;

Listen To Me && Tell Me Wats Real.

You;;

Cant Be Described;; Jus Kno..Im Never Letting Go;

When I Spend A Whole Day With Or Even Jus A Couple Of Hours;;

When I Leave..I Still Miss You;;

I Wanna Give You My Heart But Only If Your Willin..

To Take Care Of It;;

I Wanna Show You Things..You Never Seen;;

You;;

Show Me Apart Of Life..I Thought I Couldnt See Again.

You;;

Are My Bae && I Hope It Stays Dat Way.

You;;

Keep Doing Watchu Doing Baby ♥

Another Letter To Heaven; ♥

Hey How are you?

I Miss you.

Havent Seen You In a While;

Havent Hear Your Voice Either; Uhm

You Miss me?

Ive Grown Up So Much;

I Dnt Live In Maryland Anymore;

I Live In Buffalo;

Ima A Junior Now;

I Dnt Go To Church Anymore; Its Not The Same Witout You

Im In NHS;

My Grades Are Up; But Slippin; Im Workin on It Tho;

I Made So Mistakes You Wouldnt Be Proud Of; Im Sorry; 

Ima Make You Proud;

Hey Remember When Yu Gave Me Flowers At My 8th Grade Honor Roll?

Those Roses Were So Pretty; They Were Pink;

Your Eyes Were So Yellow & Red That Day;

You Looked So Proud;

Remember When We Went Fishing? Swiming? & Dancin In The Car?

Remember When We Watched Phat Girls & Den Went To Wendy's To Go Get Fat Ass Burgers & Shakes? lol;

How About When..Uhm..Well. Everything. From My First Word; To Your Last.

Do Yu Remember Any Of This? I Do;

I Wish You Could See..Everything Thats Been Going On;

Good And Bad;

I Wish You Would Come Back;

Can You? Nah. Yu Probably Cant; uhm

I Taught Myself Not To Cry Anymore.

I Can Talk About You Without A Tear; Kinda

I Tell Everyone Your Story; I Wish You Meet Them; Their Nice People;

They Didnt Understand Me Like You Did;

Their Werent My Bestfriend Liek You Were;

Yu Still Playing Video Games Up Der?

Im Not; Its Not The Same;

Yu Should Come Visit Sometimes;

I Wanna Show You All The Stuff You Missed;

Everyone Misses You; But Not As Much As Me;

I Love you;

But Before I Go..I Have One More Question..

Why Did You Leave Me?

Why Then?

I Was So Young; Its Been Hard Without You;

Why Didnt You Go To The Doctors?

Why You Let It Get So Bad?

Jus Why? Please Tell Me.

........;

I Wish You Didnt Leave Me; Ima Stay Strong For You Like I Promised.

I Will Send Another Letter To Heaven;

Lovee Krys

-Daddy's Little Girl-

Rip Daddy ♥

Dreamin'

Thinking && Wondering Why People Go So Hard
Why People Have Emotions
Why People Kill
Why People Have To Lie
The Question Is Always Why.

Ive Been Sitting Here Thinking About
Why The World Is The Way It Is.
Why People Die
Why People Love
Why People Cry.
Why People Come Into Yur Life.
Why People Do The Things They Do For Others.
Why People Are Positive or Some Are Negative.
I Thought Of It All; 
While Im Jus Layin On My Bed..Playin Slow Jams..
Thinking I Mite Cry..But I Dnt; Im Chill
I Ignore My Texts; 
I Ignore My Calls; 
Den This One Song Comes On So Strong.
So Strong I Could Feel His Emotions..Everytime He Spoke.
He Missed His Girl; He Was Trying To Get Her Back; Den He Stops Singing
&& Says Baby Dnt Go; 
Ive Done Things In My Past; 
Your The Reason Why I Smile; I Breathe; Your My Everything; Ill Be True To Yu;
Im Laying Here Thinkin..Only In Songs..Will A REAL Man Say That Too You..Without Lying;

Then I Sit Up && Read Of My Texts From Someone & It Says;
"Tina. I Dnt Want You To Leave My Life; I Want You Here Right Next To Me; You Cant Leave Because.."
&& I Jus Call Em; He Answers && I Say "Yu Dnt Have To Finish Yur Texts Bae; I Already Knew; Yur Actions Speak Louder Then Those Words Ever Will". He Laughed & Said "Thats Why Your Here Instead Of The Rest".I Tell Em I Gotta Call Em Back. Im Jus Thinkin This Is A Dream; But It Dnt Feel Like It.

Then I Jus Lay Down Again; && Think..Damn
I Dont Want Him To Be That Guy; Thats Hurts Me; Makes Me Mad;
But Den Im Like Man..Yu Only Live Once; Hes A Sweet. Nice. Sexy. Guy; He Keeps It 100 With Me;

Den Everything In The Room Starts To Fall Apart; My Pictures Fall Down; My Bed Breaks; I Run Out My Room; i Realized My House Is Gonna Collapse; Damn;..Shit Is Jus Falling Apart..Like I Thought My Life Was;...Everything Falls On Mee..Extra Weight!; I Start To Think Of Everything I Ever Did In My Life; I Dnt Wanna Lose No One; Memories Jus Kept Poppin Up; I Jus Break Down;..

Den I Wake Up..I Jumped Up..My Heart Starts To Race; Im Breathing Hard; Then I Feel Sum1 Rubin My Back Askin Me If Im Okay; I Turn Around && Its *Him* && Im Like Yeah Im Good; He Kisses Me && Say Come Lay Back Down; I Lay On His Chest; I Jus Lay There..Thinking..I Could Never Leave Him; && I Never Wanna Leave Em; Im Here To Stay; Whatever He Needs; He'll Get It; He Deserves The Best; I Already Got The Best; && My B.I.E.H Is Layin Right Next To Me; Holdin Me Close;

Some Say Everything I Jus Wrote Or Described Is Overrated; Its Not If Its True; Why Hide Yur True Feelings?
No Need To;Jus Follow Your Heart; && Do Watchu Gotta Do&& Stop Dreamin;
Your Down To Your Last Second;
:) ♥ 


-A Tina Bina Original-

BabyBoy;

Behind Closed Doors;
Secrets Will Be Set Free
Dreams Will Happen.
People Will Cry. Laugh. Smile. Frown.

Baby;
i wanna lay next to you.
i wanna lay my head on your chest.
i wanna hear your heartbeat.
i wanna look into your eyes.
i wanna kiss your lips.
i wanna hear your soothing voice whispering in my ear.
i wanna give you my all. 
i want you.
i want you to want me. 

i understand were yung.
but when your with someone that you really care about.
none of that matters. What matters is me && you; not me, you, him or her.
its JUST Me && You.

things you say to me make think..
random shyt.

Baby;
yu keep a smile on my face.
keep me laughin
never had me frown.
no more than once.

Baby; 
i miss you.
your becomin my bestfriend.
i can tell yu any && everything.
i can play fight with you
i can talk to you for hours about nothin that makes sense.
i can laugh at shyt thats not even funny with you.
Baby;
im not the type that says.."This songs describes us"
there isnt a song for us; no one has EVEN written it yet.

BabyBoy;
Yur One Of A Kind; No One Is Like You;
No One Can Be You; Yur Special;
yUR My MonkeyyFace lol :)
yUR My BabyBoyy♥
Baby;

-A TinaBina
Original-